I'm sure all of us were LOYAL at one time to the Watchtower, believing in all of it. (Some of us probaly hated it from day one as well but, )
What were some of the first things that happened or were said, that made you to start doubting it and beginning the loss of your loyalty to the organization ??????
What was going through your mind the first time (or early times) you started to question the organization in your head, did you believe this was Satan's doing ??????, did you think you were becoming an apostate ??????, did you feel guilty ??????